Ok, so I love spending time with all kinds of people, don’t get me wrong, I’m a social able person when I’m in the mood.
But thats just the thing.
I have to be in the mood to be social
And to me that means that I have to have the energy to talk and listen to someone
Does that even make sense?
Its so hard to explain my body pains to people, because how do you explain that to someone who doesn’t know what its like to feel tired after doing the simplest things. Or how you have to plan your energy throughout your day so that you can get what you need done.
If I ever make plans with someone, and I find myself unable to actually go through with those plans, I feel like I am letting someone down. And no matter what they say I will still feel guilty and hate myself for not being able to do what I want.